september - fall asleep | Текст песни

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• september
• fall asleep

I just ask myself whats wrong with me.
I wonder what you're starting to see differently in me,
That's causing you to leave me as if I am nothing.
Maybe I'm just over-thinking, 'cause you assure me i'm something.

We're just friends.

And I guess that's okay because you notice my existence
And I was thankful that you did to begin with
Your hand in mine was all I ever needed to get by
But it seemed you were just trying to protect your own heart and mind
Maybe you just wanted to get by in life
And you don't really care if you leave anyone behind
But I'm not a broken tool
So use me till I die

And I will never leave, though you want me to
In case you ever need someone to fall into
But you dont have the time for me and you made me aware.
So we'll stay friends and Ill move on because I'm tired of waiting
The last time I did it left me physically bleeding.

And I don't want to go back to being that boy
I grew up from all of that, but I've yet to find joy
In little things like falling asleep just to dream of you
Instead wake up to you telling me you don't know what to do.

Maybe you didn't want a song, or a poem, or a rhyme.
But I only feel completely honest when I'm writing these lines.
My heart yells at me \"why aren't you putting up a fight?
This is why you lose everything,\" and I tell him \"You're right.\"