A Well Thought Tragedy - Motive Assessment | Текст песни

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• A Well Thought Tragedy
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This morning I woke up in a jail cell
Next to an aluminum toilet
And a pile of insecurities
I've never felt so small
I just thought that we were past this

Staring through the bars
Sleeping on cinderblocks
My greatest fear
Is that I will never change
That I have become a criminal

Can you expel the urges?
Can you let go for once?
I ask myself these same questions
Over and over again

But I never know the answers
Even upon release
I am held captive by my own
Thoughts and feelings

I'm sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
Its never ending
When will I regain enough strength
To control my own defects?

Can you expel these urges?
Can you make me okay?
No, no one can
Now I finally see

Serenity, where are you now?
Help me accept the things I cannot change
Give me the courage
To change the things I can
And the wisdom
To know the difference

I refuse to be
Like this forever
I refuse to be me!
I want to be someone else
I want control

Teach me to turn my will
Over and surrender
There will always be prison bars
Sometimes real
And sometimes in figment

I cannot always tell
If they are locking me
In or if they are locking me out

Why do I do this to myself? [x2]